"The Most Important Step"

I feel like I'm trodden
over the steps of life and temptation
of endless expectations, and infinite aspirations
light seems distant, hope seems far
but I've to get there, whatever it takes
I've to run in my mind, crawl in my heart
keeping aside apprehension 
keeping beside reliance 
and as I walk, everything seems to fall in place
there are couple of steps to go
the sight would be gleaming, that I know
my knees are agonized, head seems heavy
but I've to walk, doesn't matter how hard the way is
I'm winning, my eyes flicker
but I'm worried, i might go blind
with so much prestige, so much domination
I've lost my way, at the middle of track i sway
hanging between blind domination and allurement
I'm still hanging
trying to make out, which way to go